Reborn back to college to have a love affair

Chapter 151 I will treat you well, better than anyone else

Cui Jinsong was scared.

He clenched the gift box in his pocket so tightly that it was slightly deformed.

He didn't go over. The sight of the handsome man and beautiful woman discussing the issue seriously deeply stimulated him.

As he walked out, he remembered what the negotiation expert said about maintaining the relationship between Party A and Party B.

Those words overlapped with the picture just now.

He suddenly realized that he had a very high opinion of himself.

What qualifications does he have? Just because you're a small business owner?

She is so good, like a sun that shines and radiates heat, illuminating the darkness of human nature and warming the indifference and coldness in interpersonal relationships. Everyone who has come into contact with her wants to get close to her and possess her.

Once upon a time, he had it.

Yes, the gods came upon him.

However, it seemed that before he could cherish it, it was about to be lost by him.

He was a little panicked. He rarely felt this way in all these years. He had never been so panicked even when a cooperation negotiation broke down.

Is he destined to have no lover?

No, he doesn't want it.

He forced himself to calm down, and calm down again.

Tell yourself over and over again, Cui Jinsong, you can do it, you can definitely do it.

After leaving the office building, Cui Jinsong looked up at the sky. Even though the winter sun was very far away, it was still warm and its light could not be concealed.

Cui Jinsong You can't live without the sun, otherwise, a part of your heart will fall into endless cold and darkness.

When he got off work and got out of the subway, Xia Qing was not surprised to find Cui Jinsong waiting for him.

She knew they had a negotiation today.

She had something to do at that time and couldn't see him, and it was not convenient for him to come because she didn't want to tell others that they were dating.

Especially where she works.

It's like a secret lover who can't be seen in public. He is so proud. I wonder if he feels uncomfortable?

However, she just doesn't want others to pay attention to her love life.

Cui Jinsong, who was leaning against the car and lost in thought, saw Xia Qing coming out of the subway exit. He hurried over, hugged her, and used his body to shield her from the cold wind.

Only when she got in the car did Xia Qing breathe a sigh of relief.

The weather is really getting colder.

The air conditioner was on in the car and it was very warm. As soon as she sat in, Cui Jinsong leaned over to fasten Xia Qing's seat belt. The two of them were very close, and he seemed to do it on purpose, and his breath seemed to hit her face.

Xia Qing's face turned red in a short while, and she didn't know if it was because of the heat from the air conditioner or something else.

"Why don't you drive?"

Cui Jinsong looked at Xia Qing and told himself again and again not to be anxious.

"Okay, let's drive now." Cui Jinsong sat back in his driving seat and slowly started the car.

When they arrived at the community, Xia Qing said goodbye at his door and was about to leave.

Cui Jinsong grabbed her and held her tightly in his arms.

"Don't go~Don't go~"

Xia Qing was a little confused. What was wrong with this guy? He was not like his usual self.

"I made a lot of dishes that you like today. Would you like to stay and eat together?"

Xia Qing thought about it and decided not to let him down after working so hard to cook, so she agreed.

Cui Jinsong held her in one hand and opened the door with the other.

After entering the house, Cui Jinsong did not turn on the lights.

He held her in his arms and inhaled her scent; his soft wool coat was filled with her fragrance.

She felt that Cui Jinsong was treating her like a cat, and she found it a little funny.

She pushed him away: "What's wrong with you?" She was a bit sentimental today. Could it be that the contract was not negotiated well today?

Cui Jinsong turned around and took something out from the cabinet behind him, then turned on the light.

It was a bouquet of vibrant roses, fresh and beautiful. Winter roses are a bit more expensive, but they're hard to find in the capital. Besides, I've given them to you before. Why are you doing all this today?

He took her hand and walked to a spacious place. Xia Qing was still holding the bouquet of bright blooming roses in her arms.

He knelt on one knee and took out a small box.

He looked up at her and said, "Qing, I was wrong. I didn't cherish you before, and cherish your feelings and efforts. I know these days that something has changed. It's my fault. I am terrified and regretful. I regret that I didn't do it well before, and I am afraid that you will abandon me."

"Can you forgive me just once and not abandon me?" It was a little difficult and embarrassing.

Why do you want to abandon him? Aren’t we getting along the way he expected?

Of course, she was unhappy.

She didn't cry, laugh or speak, just stood there looking at him quietly.

Watching him get nervous, watching him lose his composure, watching his eyes begin to break, watching him become dejected and listless.

He withdrew his hand, anticipating the worst possible outcome that he could not bear.

He slowly lowered his head.

"You~, still don't want to forgive!" It seemed like he was talking to himself. But what was so good about him? At this moment, he had a profound understanding of himself.

His legs felt a little sore, and without caring about his image, he knelt down on his other leg.

Xia Qing was so scared that she quickly dodged away. Cui Jinsong was a grown man. If others saw her like this, they would laugh at her.

Are you so spineless because of her?

"You~get up first." Xia Qing said.

Unable to see Cui Jinsong's expression, she just looked at him motionlessly.

"Cui Jinsong, you are the leader of a big company. Where is your backbone? Where is your pride? Where is your self-esteem?" Xia Qing couldn't bear to see him like this.

He should be a mature, steady general who has a clear plan for everything, is good at making plans, and never lowers his proud head.

For a woman like her, it's not worth it, right? You should be more open-minded about love than I am, right? Xia Qing couldn't understand.

"I'm just an ordinary person, a layman who happens to have some achievements, but there is something I want very much. I want your forgiveness, your love, all your love." It's not that hard to say, why didn't I explain it to her clearly before?

"I used to think you didn't love me, and that you were only with me out of gratitude. I think about you every day, even in my dreams. But I was also afraid you'd regret it. After all, committing yourself to me like that made me feel like an animal. So I rejected your intimacy because I was afraid I wouldn't be able to control myself later~, I really couldn't help myself~"

What are you talking about in all sorts of random things?

Xia Qing was speechless. Wasn't this man just apologizing? Wasn't he just trying to get her forgiveness? Why was he saying those dirty words?

She had told him before that she was willing to be with him, which meant that she had a good impression of him. The key point was not that she couldn't tell the difference between the two types of people. She could tell the difference, but this man couldn't see it clearly and didn't believe it.

But she decided not to forgive him so easily, so she said.

"Then maybe I really didn't love you before, maybe I started this relationship just to thank you. So what should I do? Or should I just forget it?"

"...I~ don't want to give up. I'm a despicable person. Even if it's out of gratitude, I still want to keep you. Can you give me another chance?"

He finally looked up at her, his eyes sparkling.

"I will treat you well, better than anyone else!!"

He prayed that she would look at him again and give him another chance.

Xia Qing was touched when she saw him like this. She was just an ordinary girl. Between her and him, she thought he was not the kind of person who could not live without her.

Nowadays, no matter who dies, everyone can still live a normal life.

But now this scene.

She was somewhat shocked by Cui Jinsong's attitude that he couldn't live without her and that she was indispensable.

She never doubted the truthfulness of what he did and what he said.

After all, there was really no need to throw away his self-respect, pride, and all the dignity he had maintained for so many years just for a play. He didn't even care about his face, just for her. She didn't even know that someone wanted her so much. Did this mean he loved her so much?

Is it true that even if he is older, it will not stop the old warrior of pure love who has never been in love from having such a strong love brain?

It's just that ~ this momentum is a bit too strong ~

She relented.

She thought she still wanted this love-brained old man.

She wants to try things she has never eaten before, and she is also a bad woman in some ways.

She felt like laughing.

Cui Jinsong, if you make trouble with your love life, you will suffer.

I don’t know if you can bear it when the time comes.

"Cui Jinsong, you haven't understood me clearly yet. I'm actually not a good person. Think about how we used to get along. I was selfish and scheming. I also have a bad side in my nature." Xia Qing reminded him at last.

Cui Jinsong thought she said these words to persuade him to give up.

"You've always been good, it's just that I haven't done enough and it makes things difficult for you~" He felt that since he was like that, there was nothing wrong with her being nicer to herself.

Xia Qing really laughed this time.

"Cui Jinsong, who's a good person who apologizes and gives a ring..."