bookrebus Chapter 112 is missing; I didn't sleep.
Chapter 112 is missing; I didn't sleep.
Li Mo'er didn't see Wang Jingmo until after dinner, when he was quietly eating at the table.
Seeing that Wang Jingmo didn't dare to look up, Li Mo'er assumed he was nervous.
After all, he was not even twenty years old; if he were alive today, he would still be a male college student.
After dinner, Wang Jingmo took a bath with great anticipation. This time, he even used flower petals so that he would smell nice.
Li Mo'er was puzzled when Jing Mo disappeared again after dinner.
Only after asking others did I learn that Wang Jingmo had gone back to his room early.
On her way to Wang Jingmo's room, Li Mo'er felt increasingly strange. She now had the feeling of being an emperor, indulging in the company of his concubines.
Li Mo'er stood outside Wang Jingmo's door and gently knocked, thinking that if no one answered, she would leave.
Unexpectedly, the door opened by itself after only two knocks.
Li Mo'er tiptoed inside. Although it wasn't bedtime, Wang Jingmo had already gone to bed, so she didn't want to wake him.
Upon hearing Li Mo'er's footsteps, Wang Jingmo nervously gripped the blanket tightly with both hands, covering half of his face except for his eyes.
Hearing footsteps approaching, he instinctively closed his eyes.
However, he regretted it as soon as he closed his eyes.
How could he pretend to be asleep?
Seeing Wang Jingmo's eyelids twitch slightly, Li Mo'er sighed softly. Jingmo was indeed still not used to it.
She carefully lay down next to Wang Jingmo and gently pulled him into her arms.
Wang Jingmo kept her eyes closed, struggling with whether or not to open them.
Feeling himself being held in Li Mo'er's arms, his heart began to pound.
After much deliberation, he opened his eyes and looked at Li Mo'er with his big, watery eyes.
"Did I wake you up?"
Li Mo'er whispered in his ear, her warm breath tickling Wang Jingmo's ear.
Wang Jingmo shrank back sensitively, looked at Li Mo'er who was so close to him, and obediently shook his head.
"No, I didn't sleep."
His voice was soft and sweet, making you want to savor it.
But when Li Mo'er saw him shrink back slightly, she patted his back.
"Let's go to sleep."
Upon hearing this, Wang Jingmo immediately hid shyly under the covers, eagerly anticipating what would happen next.
Li Mo'er extinguished the candles, lay back down on the bed, and pulled Wang Jingmo into her arms.
Wang Jingmo thought it was about to begin, but Li Mo'er seemed to stop making any moves and just quietly held him.
One minute, two minutes...
Only when he heard Li Mo'er's steady breathing did Wang Jingmo realize that Li Mo'er wouldn't touch him tonight.
He reached under his pillow and touched the comic book, which he didn't even need.
Mo'er doesn't seem to have any interest in me.
Thinking of this, Wang Jingmo felt a lump in her throat, and tears instantly welled up in her eyes.
He lay in Li Mo'er's arms, crying silently. Perhaps afraid of waking Li Mo'er, he slowly turned to face the wall, biting his lip and letting the tears flow.
Li Mo'er was awakened by Wang Jingmo's soft sobs. By the moonlight outside the window, she saw his shoulders shrugging and worried that he was not feeling well.
"Jingmo, are you feeling unwell?"
When Wang Jingmo heard Li Mo'er's voice, his body stiffened instantly. He hadn't expected to wake Li Mo'er.
He tried to suppress his sobs and calm his voice, "No."
Li Mo'er heard the heavy nasal tone in his voice, and her heart clenched instantly.
She had just lifted the covers to light the candles when Wang Jingmo hugged her.
"Mo'er, don't go, I... I won't cry anymore."
As he spoke, Wang Jingmo wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes and looked up at Li Mo'er.
In the darkness, Li Mo'er could not see anything, but she could see the glistening tears in his eyes.
She hugged Wang Jingmo tightly and soothed him softly, "Jingmo, I won't leave. I'll just go light a candle."
"Hmm~"
Wang Jingmo buried his face in her waist and shook his head. He wouldn't let go; how embarrassing it would be if Mo'er saw him crying.
Seeing Wang Jingmo's insistence, Li Mo'er lay down as usual.
Her arms were still tightly wrapped around Wang Jingmo, trying to give him a sense of security.
As the sobs subsided, Li Mo'er asked softly, "Jingmo, can you tell me why you're sad?"
Mentioning this incident stirred up feelings of grievance in Wang Jingmo's heart, which had just calmed down, but he suppressed them and did not cry again.
"Mo'er didn't touch me tonight."
His voice was very soft and somewhat indistinct, but Li Mo'er guessed what he was saying based on the few words she heard.
She chuckled softly, "Jingmo, you're too young, it's not suitable for you..."
Before she could finish speaking, Wang Jingmo interrupted her.
“I’m not young anymore. People my age already have babies.”
After saying that, Wang Jingmo shyly buried himself in Li Mo'er's arms again.
His head was subtly teasing Li Mo'er.
Li Mo'er's breath hitched, and she quickly stopped him, "Jingmo, are you about to..."
"Boom——"
Before Li Mo'er could finish speaking, Wang Jingmo quickly kissed her. Even in the darkness, Wang Jingmo still managed to find Li Mo'er's lips precisely.
This time, Li Mo'er could no longer hold back, and she began to kiss Wang Jingmo again and again.
In the darkness, the sound of saliva was unusually clear, and there were occasional sobs.
Li Mo'er touched Wang Jingmo's cheek, her breath clearly unsteady, "Jingmo, it will hurt."
It was clear that Li Mo'er was still holding back, and at the last moment she was still asking Wang Jingmo for his opinion.
Wang Jingmo didn't speak, but instead looked up and covered Li Mo'er's mouth with his own.
He is showing through his actions that he is ready.
Soon, sobs and hoarse, intermittent pleas for mercy came from inside the room.