Reborn back to college to have a love affair

Chapter 116 Witness

Xia Qing sometimes has an illusion.

Is she really in a relationship?

Why did I lose everything all of a sudden? Not only were the people gone, but even my things were packed up.

There is indifference in his determination.

Yes.

He is an indifferent person.

I used to be nice and enthusiastic to her because I liked her, but deep down I am still a cold-hearted person.

Once he stopped liking or loving her, she would be categorized as unimportant by him, and then treated coldly and almost mercilessly.

Xia Qing never thought that his breakup with her would be so dishonorable.

There wasn't even a goodbye.

Oh, not really. At least I said I was leaving yesterday.

But she didn't expect that was just their formal farewell. Just such a casual remark ended their relationship of all these years.

Xia Qing sometimes wanted to ask him, was all their past friendship fake?

Had he forgotten all the years they had spent together?

But the reality is cruel.

People couldn't wait to leave.

There was nothing left, and nothing was destroyed.

And she seemed to be of no value at all, discarded like a worn-out shoe.

She slowly sat down in the much emptier living room, took out her cell phone, and looked through the chat history of that person in the app.

Nothing at all.

Without leaving any words.

Xia Qing didn't know what to do for a moment?

She stood up suddenly.

Make dinner as usual.

It’s still her favorite tomato and egg noodles.

A man sat at the table with a big bowl of tomato and egg noodles and ate slowly.

After taking a few bites, huge tears fell drop by drop into the bowl of noodle soup.

This is her favorite noodle, and it is also Jiang Shao’s favorite.

When the two of them had just rented an apartment at school, the first bowl of noodles Xia Qing made for Jiang Shao was tomato and egg noodles. He gobbled it up and said it was good. She stood beside him with a sweet smile.

But now, she was eating the same noodles alone. Maybe it was because her mood was different, but she felt the noodles were sour.

Eat alone, wash alone, and sleep alone.

Xia Qing felt that she could do it.

Xia Qing went to work, worked, went home to eat and sleep as usual.

Everything seems to be the same, but everything has become very different.

A week passed like this.

There is still no news from the person in the address book, as if he has disappeared from the face of the earth.

If the chat records were not there, she would not know if this boyfriend was just a dream.

Why can a man cut off so thoroughly when he doesn't love anymore?

On the way home from get off work, Xia Qing felt depressed when she saw couples walking together intimately.

She is not reconciled.

She was unwilling to be broken up like this, and with such no room for negotiation.

Xia Qing has been feeling depressed these past few days and can't get rid of it. She now knows that it is her obsession.

As Xia Qing walked, she thought that even if they broke up, they had to do it clearly.

She wondered what she had done wrong?

Let him be so cruel to her.

It just so happens that I don’t have to go to work tomorrow, Saturday.

Xia Qing bought a ticket for an early morning train. She wanted to go to his house to find him and ask him why.

Xia Qing got up in the morning and put on some simple makeup. She wanted to look beautiful, not shabby.

I put on my ID, took only a small bag and headed straight to the train station.

Sitting on the train, looking out the window at the scenery that has become unfamiliar from familiar.

She didn't know what to think. When the train arrived in the afternoon, this strange city that she had been to once was still very unfamiliar to her.

The tall buildings, densely packed structures and busy streets turned into a demonic monster that seemed to devour her.

She hailed a taxi and told the driver the name of the community, which was already vague in her memory.

The master knew it after hearing it.

Delivered to the destination.

Xia Qing remembered the name of the community, but she really forgot which unit and which building it was.

Relying only on vague memories, she slowly walked in.

I hesitated whether to give him a call.

But he hadn't called or sent any messages for so many days, and Xia Qing hadn't figured out how to talk on the phone yet.

Because it’s not that I’m homesick.

When she got here, she hesitated for a moment, wondering if she was too impulsive.

However, if she doesn't get to the bottom of it, it will be like a thorn in her heart, and she may not be able to let it go.

So she was unwilling and she was obsessed with it.

So she came over.

She held the bag on her shoulder with both hands and walked slowly inside.

As I walked, I recalled some fragmented fragments.

Stopped in front of an apartment building.

She looked up at the apartment building, she wasn't sure if it was it.

Moreover, she really couldn't remember the floor and house number.

Standing there hesitating.

She picked up her phone several times, wanting to call him, to ask if he was there, to ask if they could meet again to talk it out.

But she still got stage fright.

I couldn't make a call for a long time.

She stood there for an unknown amount of time, so long that her legs felt sore, and so long that she finally mustered up the courage to call him.

My hands were shaking when I dialed the phone.

"Beep~beep~" The phone rang a few times and then hung up.

The call was hung up, not that no one answered.

Xia Qing felt like she was falling into an icy abyss.

She held her phone tightly, and impulsively wanted to go in and look for it, even if it meant searching floor by floor and house by house.

But life is so wonderful.

Before she could go in, someone came out, and it was the only person she knew.

What do you mean by coincidence?

What's more funny is that he was accompanied by a gentle and quiet girl, who happily held his arm and talked and laughed.

Xia Qing no longer cared about his expression.

At that moment, Xia Qing did not move forward, but quickly turned around and hid.

She didn't know whether Jiang Shao saw her or not.

But she knew she was being funny.

Her inability to let go, her obsessions, her unwillingness to stay here all seemed ridiculous in this scene.

What's there to understand? Who cares about her emotions?

Everything is clear.

Xia Qing no longer wants to meet him anymore, there is no need.

When we meet, the only things we'll probably end up with are accusations and disgust.

All the emotions she had felt about him before made her feel sick.

Hate it, right? Yes, I do!

But Xia Qing still had some rationality, and she also wanted to maintain some dignity.

There is no point in confronting him face to face.

She followed the two people like a voyeur, took a few intimate photos of them, and then turned and left.

She came like the wind,

Gone like the wind.

Sitting on the train on the way back, she gradually calmed down from her extreme anger.

No one knew that she hurriedly came to this city from Beijing and left in a hurry, witnessing a joke.

Her own joke.

On the train, she secretly told herself that this was the last time she would cry, the last time she would shed tears for this relationship.

Just one last time.

She was not the one who was wrong. She couldn't torture herself. She had to let go, let go, and forget.

Because she still wants to live brilliantly, live for herself, live happily, and live wonderfully.