Reborn back to college to have a love affair

Chapter 131 She Thinks It’s Not Possible

A meal that is enjoyable for both the host and the guests.

After dinner, Xia Qing wanted to help Cui Jinsong clean up, but Cui Jinsong refused.

"I'll have to take care of the rest myself. You guys can go back."

Xia Qing didn't force it and planned to go back with Miaomiao.

Before leaving, Xia Qing said casually: "Mr. Cui, you need to prepare the review questions I sent you today."

Cui Jinsong gladly accepted her kind reminder.

Then he replied: "Okay, I'll do it as soon as possible."

After Xia Qing and Miao Miao had their meal, they didn’t plan to go back upstairs, but to go downstairs for a walk and eat.

The two of them walked in circles downstairs of the community.

After walking for a while, I met Cui Jinsong who had just finished cleaning up and was throwing away the garbage.

The three of them met and smiled at each other.

Miaomiao saw Cui Jinsong and said excitedly, "Boss Cui, let's go together."

Miaomiao felt that Mr. Cui was a pleasant person to get along with and was handsome. He already had a filter for her.

Cui Jinsong was also very happy to meet them. He felt very casual and relaxed getting along with the two girls.

But, he came out wearing furniture slippers.

So I declined.

Miaomiao was not unhappy. She just asked casually to cater to the situation. It didn't matter if it was inconvenient for him.

After Cui Jinsong left, the two of them continued their walk.

It was late at night and there were few street lights in the community. The two people were dim in the darkness.

"Qingqing, you have such good conditions, why don't you date? Have you never found anyone suitable?"

Xia Qing was walking and was suddenly asked this question, and was a little stunned.

She thought that time seemed to have passed very quickly since she broke up with Jiang Shao. More than three years had passed, and she had indeed not had any contact with the opposite sex since then.

I felt a little dazed for a while.

It’s not that no one had shown interest in her during this period, and there were also people pursuing her when she was in school.

But what was she thinking at that time?

Her heart died at that time, and she felt that she had lost faith in love. That relationship was her unforgettable first love.

However, it was also the trauma of her first love that made her no longer want to believe that someone would always love her.

Later, it seemed like love was sealed.

I have been concentrating on my career for so many years.

She felt that her career would not let her down, and that her efforts would be rewarded.

She earns one day's wages for every day she works. Although she cannot become rich, she is content. She can support herself and has enough money left to take care of her family.

But she once gave her all she could to love, but in the end, all she had left was heartache and the unrelieved depression.

Xia Qing thought for a long time and spoke slowly with a hint of barely perceptible sadness.

"I once had a very good boyfriend who treated me very well. I thought he was great in every way. We had been dating since college and had met each other's parents. I thought he was the one for me. But because of some arguments, he just casually broke up with me. I compromised, but he still insisted on breaking up with me."

"Even when I came back from work, he suddenly disappeared without even saying goodbye."

"I couldn't accept it, so I chased him to his house and saw him with another girl."

"My love, my compromise, and the self-esteem I gave up all seemed like a joke at that time."

The emotions are getting excited again, probably because some of the dormant emotions are surging again.

She tried to calm down.

"So now I don't take love so seriously. If I were to get involved in another relationship again, I might not give it my all. But if you're in a relationship with someone and don't give your all to them, it's not fair to them."

"This is an unsolvable contradiction. Who would be willing to compromise and have a relationship with me, knowing they won't get the same response? No one would be willing to do that!"

When the words fell, Miaomiao didn't know what to say for a moment. She had always wondered why she was still single, and it turned out that she was a sad person.

"I'm sorry, Qingqing, for bringing up your sad memories."

"It's okay. I haven't thought about it for a long time."

Living is living anyway. She can live well without love.

Miaomiao is a cheerful person.

"Qingqing, believe me, believe that there is still love, and you will meet someone who treats you sincerely and does not care about gains and losses." She felt that Qingqing was just heartbroken and did not dare to believe in love anymore, so she did not want to gamble and pay for it.

Once she meets someone who is sincere, Qingqing will never let others down because of her kindness.

Xia Qing smiled, but she had no hope.

At this moment, a voice suddenly interrupted.

"I can."

The two girls were so frightened that their faces turned pale and they screamed. The invisible melancholy atmosphere was instantly wiped out.

"Boss Cui, scaring people at night can be fatal."

"I'm sorry~"

Cui Jinsong didn't want to come down at first, but for some reason he changed his clothes and came down.

Maybe what happened with Chen Chen today stimulated him, maybe Miaomiao’s words during dinner woke him up, or maybe it was the conversation between the two girls that he just overheard.

He shouldn't have listened to other people's privacy, but he did.

He should have left quietly after hearing this, but he didn't.

There is an invisible force that gives me thoughts in my mind.

He thought it might be too abrupt, but he had no experience in how to date girls.

But, he felt he could.

If it was Xia Qing, he could do it.

Xia Qing no longer felt any sadness or melancholy. She was left speechless by Cui Jinsong.

I didn't drink at night, what nonsense are you talking about?

You just broke up with your blind date and you come to me. Am I such a casual person?

"Boss Cui, you might be a little upset about breaking up today. You and I are not suitable for each other. You acted impulsively, so I will pretend I didn't hear you."

"I......"

Before he could say anything else, Xia Qing interrupted him.

"Mr. Cui! You should understand that you and I are indeed not suitable for each other." Xia Qing shouted harshly.

She kind of hated this person.

In an instant, all of Cui Jinsong's pride and confidence were shattered.

Yes, she wouldn't like him.

He had indeed been impulsive and abrupt with her.

He shouldn't be like this. It's not appropriate for him to stand here, and it's not appropriate for him to say those words.

He and his blind date treated her well, giving her gifts, inviting her to dinner, and picking her up.

Why were you so impulsive towards her and said it so bluntly? Isn't that disrespectful?

All his etiquette, morals, and gentlemanly demeanor seemed like a joke.

Make fun of him!

"I'm sorry I lost my composure today."

He spoke slowly, his voice filled with frustration, loneliness and a strong sense of apology.

I finally managed to get closer to him today, but he might have ruined it again.

Xia Qing ignored this inexplicable person today. She took Miaomiao and turned away.

This old man is not only a scumbag, but also a pervert. From the moment he treated her to dinner today, everything about him was abnormal. He wanted to pursue her just by having a meal?

It's not like she's not picky. What makes you think you can do that? I don't think you can do that at all!!