Reborn back to college to have a love affair

Chapter 182 Snail Man

So, at that time, Xia Qing prayed in her heart:

She is willing to forgive all the pain and sadness, all the injustice in the past, and only hopes that her family, lover, and relatives can be safe.

She added Jiang Shaode on WeChat, and it was Cui Jinsong who gave it to her.

This man has an extremely broad mind. Sometimes, she wants to ask him to what extent he can tolerate her.

But in the end, I didn't ask. Sometimes, after spending a long time with a person, you know his bottom line without him having to tell you.

It's nonsense to say that he doesn't love him.

Speaking of love, the love of adults is subtle and silent, without the publicity and extroversion of youth.

However, it was this feeling that made her feel at ease. Perhaps it was because she was getting older, she no longer expected the kind of ups and downs and heart-wrenching emotions.

When she added Jiang Shaode, she wrote: Xia Qing when adding a friend.

She felt really relieved.

Let go and forgive.

It took a long time for Jiang Shao to get through. At that time, Xia Qing was helping Cui Jinsong cook.

Cui Jinsong's income is really amazing. Looking at the same teaching videos online, Xia Qing's performance is nothing compared to what Cui Jinsong achieved.

Unless the video is a patchwork, the finished product must look exactly like what is in the video.

During this time when we cannot go out, the noodles at home are quickly sold out, but fortunately we bought a lot of flour.

At that time, there were really few green leafy vegetables when people were scrambling for vegetables in groups, online, and on apps.

Basically thinking about pasta.

Cui Jinsong really put a lot of effort into supporting her. When he was rushing to buy necessities of life and rationally planning his daily consumption, money and power seemed to be useless.

Cui Jinsong can always make a decent meal for Xia Qing using the ingredients available.

At that time, there was very little rapeseed, spinach and lettuce.

The most abundant items are carrots, onions, potatoes and cabbage, but the quantity is not large, and some of them will be gone if you order them too late.

Once, there was only a carrot and some meat left in the refrigerator that Xia Qing brought back from her hometown during the Spring Festival. The meat was frozen hard. Fortunately, Xia Qing's mother was reluctant to let her daughter go so early, so she moved a large piece of meat stored for the winter to Cui Jinsong's car.

In Xia Qing's mind, carrots and meat, so she would just stir-fry shredded carrots with meat, or scrambled carrots with eggs. If eggs were not available, she could just steam the carrots.

Just thinking about it makes me lose my appetite. Just the taste of carrots, ugh.

But Cui Jinsong didn't stir-fry. He used a carrot and a small piece of meat to make a big bowl of wontons for Xia Qing and him.

The wontons have a small filling, so each bite doesn’t have that strong a flavor. She doesn’t like wontons with super large fillings. Maybe because she is from the north, she actually likes noodle soup, so small wontons are just what she likes.

Because the filling was small, some of the leftovers were frozen.

Cui Jinsong even made him big steamed buns. This was Xia Qing's recipe that had failed from the very beginning, and Cui Jinsong watched the blackened, shrunken thing Xia Qing had made and silently watched the video several times.

Then I began to knead the dough, let it ferment, make the filling, make small dough pieces, and wrap the dumplings in an orderly manner.

The ingredients were limited, and there was only a handful of leeks, so he made leek and meat buns for her.

Xia Qing, with nothing to do, chases after Cui Jinsong, following him wherever he goes.

Cui Jinsong had no choice but to kiss and coax her: "Be good, I'll call you now. Don't follow me anymore. Go catch up on your drama."

Later, Xia Qing felt that the time was quite long, so she stopped disturbing her and just played with her phone and watched some videos.

When I picked up my phone, I was surprised to find that I had just sent a friend request to Jiang Shao, and he accepted it.

He also sent a message.

"Xia Qing, how are you?"

It was posted an hour ago.

Xia Qing thought about it.

"I'm fine. I hope you're fine too."

There was no reply from the other end for a long time, and Xia Qing didn't care.

She is now healthy, happy and cheerful. She has someone to play with and someone to take good care of her, giving her both spiritual and material satisfaction.

She felt that there was nothing wrong with her, she was very happy and very content.

She didn't know that the person on the other end of WeChat was Jiang Shao.

When he saw the words "I hope you are well too," even such a grown man couldn't help but have tears in his eyes.

Xia Qing is her white moonlight and cinnabar mole.

When she is not feeling well, he feels bad. When she is well, it is not because of him, but he also feels bad.

She hated him and blamed him, but he didn't care.

However, her sudden initiative and concern shattered his stubbornness in an instant.

It was as if, after traveling through time and life, he finally waited for her to forgive him and let go of the hurt he had caused her. But she didn't continue to have anything to do with him, but on the contrary, she truly let go of him and their past.

He was a loser, but he felt that he should try to let go of the past. It would be good for both him and her.

He was very cautious when sending her messages.

Some things don't need to be said and shouldn't be said.

He said, "I'm going to the South to try my luck and make a living. We may not see each other again, so I wish you happiness."

These seemed like farewell words.

Jiang Shao hesitated for a long time and didn't send it.

She clicked on her profile picture and looked through her circle of friends.

He did not limit his authority, so he was able to peek into her life experiences over the years.

Since the breakup, she has been very active, sometimes just a picture or a few words, talking about resigning, going home, coming to Beijing again, studying textbooks late at night, being exhausted from memorizing, working hard in the morning, being nervous before exams, being excited about interviews, and being happy after getting a job. The certificates she posted were the results of her hard work.

When he was away, she worked hard to improve and enrich herself.

Her student life no longer ended with attending the same school as him, she went to a higher level.

She returned to school again and refreshed her campus experience with him.

Then, after graduation, I joined an excellent company.

Each status bar shows a girl's self-improvement over the years, from ordinary struggle to excellence.

She is shining and confident.

He always knew that she was very good and excellent, but he was still short-sighted. She could be better without him.

He felt very ashamed. Until this moment, he still thought that Xia Qing was the small town girl he knew before.

No wonder she has worked hard to become a workplace elite.

He doesn't deserve it.

It was unworthy before, and it is even more unworthy now.

He had no qualifications, no strength. He hadn't known about it before and even dreamed about it. Now that he knew how good she was, he felt inferior and timid. Not only could he not give her anything, he would also hold her back. Most importantly, she no longer liked him.

Yes, letting go is the most respectable thing he can do right now.

So, those words that were not sent out for a long time, those words that seemed to declare that he had given up, as if they would never see her again.

He sent it to her anyway.