Chapter 186 "Say you love me."
Chapter 186 "Say you love me."
The next day, Lu Tingshen met Gu Jinyan while jogging in the morning.
During his childhood and now pregnancy, he has been abstaining from sex. This feeling is not pleasant, and of course Gu Jinyan can understand it.
He has to release the excess energy in his body, otherwise he won't be able to work properly.
But childhood was so attractive that he couldn't help himself every time he got close to it.
"How was it? Did you sleep well?"
Gu Jinwei was gloating over someone else's misfortune. Judging from his refreshed look, it must have been resolved.
Lu Tingshen ignored him and continued running forward. His attitude showed that he was jealous.
"Don't be so ungrateful. Be careful not to scare people away by being so cold all the time."
Lu Tingshen is serious and boring like an old cadre.
Gu Jinyan is a talkative person. He started to chatter as soon as he woke up in the morning:
"I see you're quite free, do you want to find some gossip about yourself?"
Gossip?
There are a lot of gossips about Gu Jinyan, but those were all in the past, but Lu Siyao is a jealous person and she doesn't know the time.
Still remembering the last time she was bothered by her first love, he felt a chill down his spine.
"Hey, that's pointless. I'm reminding you with good intentions, why are you repaying kindness with resentment?"
Gu Jinyan was afraid that the aunt in his family was really not easy to deal with.
"When you're done coaxing her, go home quickly and stop being an eyesore here." Lu Tingshen glanced at him unreasonably.
Well, that's how he is. He never shares his things. I really don't know how he digests it?
He never mentioned a word about his childhood, and he didn't compare his women to his own like most men did.
In fact, his childhood has been a mystery from beginning to end, and it cannot be written in a few words on a piece of paper.
Everyone has secrets, but no one tells them.
Most people call this feeling hidden because love is hidden deep in the heart.
Of course Lu Tingshen is good at hiding things. He disdains and won't share with others. Just like now, even though Gu Jinyan is his best friend, he still won't share.
He wouldn't tell anyone about their stories, it would only belong to them.
Lu Tingshen loves her and only tells her.
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After morning exercise, Childhood is still sleeping.
After taking a shower, Lu Tingshen lay beside her bed and looked at her. She looked so beautiful when she was sleeping.
She fell asleep, breathing evenly.
Her skin was very delicate, like a peeled egg.
Perhaps she felt someone was watching her, so Tongnian woke up and opened her eyes to see Lu Tingshen.
A little scary, but a little thrilling.
"You're awake."
Lu Tingshen said gently that he had been like this since she came back.
"Ah."
Childhood stretched and felt a little tired after a night's sleep.
Lu Tingshen watched her stretching like a kitten, and his heart melted like a pool of water.
"Are you hungry? Go down and have breakfast."
She is now hungry and eats a lot, which is different from the first few months.
Childhood looked at him and stretched out his arms:
"hug."
Well, the defense he just built collapsed again.
He always wanted to kiss, hug and lift her up high, but because she was pregnant, he didn't dare to get too close.
It's not because he has no self-control, it's because she is really too beautiful.
She used to be pretty in her childhood, more like she was good-looking. Now, especially after having a baby, she has the mature charm of a woman.
It’s hard to describe this feeling, it makes people feel both excited and numb.
Lu Tingshen was not immune to her, and of course if she asked for it, he would not refuse.
He held her in his arms, gentle as water:
"What's wrong? Did the baby bully you?"
He rarely acted like a spoiled child during his childhood, and this was the first time he did so, and it made him feel distressed.
He saw with his own eyes how hard it was for a woman to be pregnant, so he felt sorry for her and decided not to let her give birth again.
"No, I had a nightmare." Childhood responded softly in his arms.
"What nightmare?" Lu Tingshen stroked her head and her soft hair.
What nightmare?
It must be about him.
Childhood dreamed of the past when she was lying at the door of a sea view villa.
It was very cold that day and she was almost cold. She stood outside the door waiting for a long time, unable to leave or go in.
She was like an abandoned pet, despised and toyed with by others.
She used her last bit of sense to hope that he would open the door and let her in, at least to warm up.
He didn't get what he wanted until she lost consciousness. He was really cruel.
The bodyguard sent her to the hospital, but he ignored them. He killed her like an executioner and refused to collect her body.
She felt really painful at that time, and she still remembers it now.
The tears of childhood flowed into her heart, and not speaking was the only thing she could do:
"I dreamed that you didn't want me anymore."
You don't want me anymore, I guess.
When Lu Tingshen heard these words, his heart felt like it was cut by a knife. He felt the pain but dared not say it.
Yes, he didn't want her.
Lu Tingshen tightened the hug and kissed her hair:
"How could that be? I will never abandon you in my life, unless you abandon me."
Is this statement true? You can imagine.
Lu Tingshen knew the meaning of this sentence and how afraid he was of making the same mistake again.
She left, quietly.
"What if I don't want you?" Childhood looked into his eyes, testing or sincere.
A joke that sounded so sincere that no one knew what she meant.
Lu Tingshen's expression changed. He must be afraid:
"If you don't want me, I'd rather die."
Lu Tingshen didn't want to go through it all again; he had endured torture for the past five years.
It is better to die than to live.
He wasn't joking, and even if she was, his seriousness scared her, after all, it was a bit sad to talk about this topic so early in the morning.
"I won't let you die." Childhood hooked his neck, which was a kind of comfort.
Her words carried weight, and he believed them.
"Then you are not allowed to leave me. Keep your word."
"Ah."
"Really?"
Childhood nodded.
"I want you to answer, is this true?"
Lu Tingshen was used to her attitude, but today he just wanted her affirmation.
"Really." Childhood answered seriously, looking into his deep eyes.
"say you Love Me."
Childhood smiled:
"I love you."
"Love who?"
"Love Lu Tingshen."
"Who is Lu Tingshen?"
"It is you!"
"No, who am I to you?"
Was it really that embarrassing to have a blushing face in childhood?
"I do not know."
Lu Tingshen took out a box from his pocket and opened it to reveal a pigeon egg.
This was the most beautiful diamond ring she had ever seen, no, it was a pigeon egg.
"Marry me, I'll be your husband and you'll be my wife, okay?"
Lu Tingshen knelt on one knee. When did he prepare for this?
He is the first person in the world to propose in bed.
I've thought of ten thousand ways to be proposed to, and this one is the most surprising.
Childhood looked at him with those sincere eyes, eagerly hoping that she could accept it, and her heart was pounding.
This moment seems unreal, yet too real. The dream I just had was so painful that I feel a little dazed now.
Is it still him?
Do you want to accept it?
Her heart was numb in childhood, and the scars had healed. If there was a fire pit in front of her, she would jump in. If there was a cliff in front of her, she would not look back.
At that moment, she was like a brave and confident warrior, defeating the fears in her heart.
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